Skip to content
Countless occasions arrogantly fought against God’s will for me. Wanting, needing control….ceasing to be still in mind, body and soul. Taking ownership of destructive behaviors, in times of anguish and disbelief; a selfish demeanor indeed. How foolishly I so wantonly believed I’d ever achieve the peaceful, faithful love that seems so far out of reach. I so willingly turned against You, Lord, my faith diluted through lack of patience, a need for control, how could I ever be whole? For Thy love, mercy and kindness is my only reprieve. I come before You, Lord in humbleness and despair, to ask Your forgiveness for my wanton behavior, my need for control, for You alone can make me whole. Lord, make me a child worthy of You, guide me, teach me, make me anew; for through troubles and strife You alone will forever be, my saving Grace for all Eternity. AMEN. ©️PSA 30/9/19.